While I don't believe Liam took his life, this song is poignant in regards to how alone and isolated he felt in his emotional years, relying on substances at points, partly due to PTSD from you know what. As Harry said, when you're a star, you're seen as just that, and you don't want to feel you lack substance(not vermatim) He just wanted to go home to his muma😖 Very very emotional🤧 I hadn't cried in a week😞 liampayne