I Should clarify, whenever I say at the end that all of this other that builds up you is lost in the competition of you, I mean im your normal day to day, you don't unravel yourself completely in the span of days but rather years of slowly uncovering the story that is what you are, thats what I mean when I say that other is lost in the composition of you, I feel like that may be apparent, but it doesn't hurt to clarify