So… I wonder who else will try to approach me, disturb my peace, promise marrying me then will ghost me in the end? I am scared that I am so used to this and it’s not a new feeling to me now. Why I never learned? I would ask myself. My LDR before did not work out and it left me devastated. Now, I risked entering LDR again. And it’s failing fast. But this time, I surrendered everything to God. I guess that’s the big difference this time.