I thought that at one point in Mt lif,too. I got my wish. Now I'm disabled because I had brain surgery, and have seizures most of the day, but when I'm conscious, I can do all of those things. Unfortunately, I'm not conscious enough of the day to enjoy those things, and I've also got Fibromyalgia, so I'm in pain all of the time. I'd rather be working again. The grass is not greener on the other side. God Bless you. 💗🫂