I just hope that the gains from learning, reading and contemplating bring me back to speed with not the pace of life. But to the pace of happiness for myself, as neglecting myself has rendered me a bit alienated from the process of simply seeing myself happy in a system accustomed to bullying those that do not conform. Even a moments rest seems like a long hermit like seclusion from society. However, I feel like it can be a much needed one as I recuperate to become my better self. 3/3