I don’t even know how to write this or even where to begin… Payton’s little body isn’t tolerating his nutrition, so we had to make the heartbreaking decision to stop his tpn and lipid. It was doing more harm than good. This is so hard, even though we know it’s what he needs, it doesn’t make this process any less difficult. We have always put Payton’s needs before our own and have always done what is best for him. Even when it feels like our hearts are being ripped apart.