I've been self diagnosed ADHD for years now, with a neurologist unofficially confirming it, and many friends with experience backing him up, so why, when I finally get a date for a formal assessment, am I now panicking that I have simply subconsciously been faking it since childhood?! My biggest issues are executive dysfunction and RSD, can you accidentally fake that? Am I just a drama queen?! Oh my god I can't breathe.