I feel so sad. I was made to feel so ugly I can't hardly look at myself in a mirror or window reflection. All I see now is ugliness. Working to change this, but until then I feel like insecure shit. Thanks to the person who made me feel like a worthless piece of shit that nobody will ever want. It's sad because this is my current reality. I'm working so hard to change the way I feel. But right now I feel awful about myself.