I left an abusive relationship and eventually gave a man my “would you love me if I was an eel” , my NSWF texting while in the office, and my absolute yapping after being told I was too much for most of my life. Just for him to play in my fucking face. Now multiple men think they can have my body and ignore my soul. So no, I wont easily hand over my softness and submission. And no, I wont blow your phone up and send you funny memes or tell you I’m thinking about you. You don’t want that anyway.