I'm an atheist that discovered the divine and I won't step foot near Christian church because I know their interpretation is going to piss me off when they judge people and separate and scapegoat people. But I have considered sharing my understanding but I don't know if I'm ready for it yet and since I don't know I'll probably am not. But my understanding comes from Direct experience and I want nothing but the truth and so I doubt and I'm skeptical and I don't just accept. And I wouldn't want $