I can’t wait to be done this house selling stuff and fixing up my room at my mom’s house. I’m ready to hang out with my friends spontaneously and kick back again. I’m praying this setback will be a rewarding one. Not only that. But also praying my goals will come at a steady pace. I’m sick of this back and forth. Sick of the abandoner living rent free in my head while I’m putting all the work in with my friends and family to take care of the rest of their old responsibility and laying it to rest