I’m just not normal. I hear other people’s conversations about their lives and plans and I can’t relate in any way. My path is so different. I don’t worry or focus on the same things as other people do, that are considered normal: ie. Children, bachelorette, being skinny, Botox, injectables, bridesmaids, career, having an “aesthetic” life. I have felt like an outcast or an underdog my entire life. I’m just a weirdo and I’m ok with it but I can’t fake it. What you see is what you get.