Days like today, I can’t explain it, but it’s like I can feel despair around me. It’s not psychic or magic, I feel it through words, and facial expressions, the sounds of people’s voices. It hurts. Like, I get headaches and feel nauseous. I’m not discounting how bad it feels - when any of us are in pain it’s not a contest - but when I feel like this, I know so many people are feeling worse. Always. And I want to wave a magic wand and fix it. Because for me, this feeling will subside …