I am having a somewhat difficult morning. I feel as though I should be grieving more for my mom, and that I should feel more sad. Don’t get me wrong, I miss her dearly. But this woman outlived her parents, siblings, husband, son, aunts and uncles, cousins, and was very sick the last few years of her life. I feel at peace knowing she is no longer suffering. However, I am happy in my newfound love and relationship with Jairo, and feel guilty for having a bit of happiness. I know she would 🧵1/2