If I had to give you an advice. I would say wake up 20 minutes before Fajr and pray 2 Raka’at of Tahajjud & make istighfar. Pour your heart out to Allah (swt),remember that whatever you say to Allah stays between you and Him and There is nothing that isn't under Allah's control. Solution to your problems, peace to your heart, power to turn hearts, power to make out ways when everything seems impossible. Have faith that He can do miracles & watch them happen. There is nothing that Allah can't do.