I started mentally turning the corner once I learned that my expectation of who I want to be means nothing to God, my plans are so small when it comes to his for me. That was the day I let go of the idea of being a father or a husband one day. Would I love to? Yes of course but how valuable is it for me to become these things & not serving the will of God? Does he not get glory because of what I expected my life to be? Or am I just a slave to my own desires?