I'm taking today off. I've canceled my appointments (yes it's Sunday. I still had them) and am going to wallow. I'm going to let myself be frustrated at where our country is, at how bad I feel because of my disease, how I'm not feeling as much joy as I have before in my job, and how my sewing machine broke AGAIN less than a day after getting it fixed. I can handle a lot but right now this all feels overwhelming. Tomorrow I'll push forward. Today I'm resting and wallowing and I'm ok with that.