My daughter can’t put her hands above her when she washed her hair in the shower she passes out

Constant inability to trust your body and its “autonomic” functions. So out of control, yet so aware of what I’m feeling/how scary it is… without it being visible or tangible or even recognized by some. Especially after years of learning how to mask and manage

I have so many things I wanna type. Imagine “all systems go” button was turned on. And then held down. Better for dysautonomia though I think….