What I have done is not far from the most horrible thing you do to someone no one but myself will ever know how it feels to know that you are the absolute cause of someone's deep pain I have to live with this there is no chance that I will ever be with my true love again I accept my punishment I am aware of my wrongs and as I said you would be the last and you are the the punishment I received now is of the worst kind I know you loved me at one point more than any 1has