I know I'll never hold you kiss you or speak to you again that's not what makes me sad and even cry but what does it's finally realizing what I did to you someone like does not deserve someone that is beautiful like you some of the things we did together were sweet I should never ever had suggested the things I did persistently how f****** stupid do you think I feel right at this point in time and they even I don't blame you for hating me because I hate me but I plan to fix that