2025-01-29 01:38
I am very confident that I won't experience a pure love, besides God, this side of breathing air. I grieve that greatly but also know it's so temporary on the grand scale of things. It takes my breathe away and the hole in my chest deepens when I think about it. An actual physical pain to my core. I can't keep up the mask. I need a break. I have been alone for so long. Even before I was divorced, there wasn't love or companionship. It was a daily battle trying to prove my worth.