Dear loved one I have a lot on my mind. I stay away to avoid disturbing your peace, but it hurts me. I want to be someone you enjoy being around, not a chore or a negative presence. I want to be your peace and the person who calms you down. I wish you looked forward to coming home to me, because I am your special person. When you say you hate coming home and would rather be at work, it hurts. Our home should be a place of love, protection, and comfort it makes me feel unwanted.