I genuinely don’t know how to move forward with anything. It feels so bizarre to go about my daily life as if people aren’t being persecuted. I know it’s important to stay regulated and not let them beat me down, but I’d finally started approaching a place of acceptance for being disabled. I’m now at a weird crossroads where I know that self acceptance and standing up for myself may mean putting myself at risk. How can I best serve a movement while also respecting my body? I feel stuck.