Do you remember, I visited you every day at first not knowing if you would live.... then I didn't cherithat you / we survived. I know I'm a fool , I know I said things that were worse than a brick to the head. All the time you said .... listen to the recordings or read your text I didn't, well now I have and the shame is overwhelming, my own self discust. How do I show you I'm sorry beyond comprehension.