February will forever be stained by the first days of russia's full-scale invasion.The dread, the fear, the shock – they're all etched into this month It's the month when we begin to mark the anniversaries of past tragedies inflicted by russia,all the while new ones pile up Yet,it's the memories of those last weeks before the invasion that hurt the most. I remember meeting friends, I remember a Valentine's date, I remember being carelessly happy, in a way I haven't been since. February hurts