Y'all Love Having Anxiety && Depression Or Being Bipolar Until You're Actually Staying Up All Night Because Yu Can't Stop Yourself From Overthinking , Wanting To Cry && Not Even Knowing Why , Feeling Alone No Matter How Many People Yu Surround Yourself With Or Having Random Extreme Mood Changes . What Makes Having This Shit Even Harder Is Feeling Like You're Not Able To Tell Anyone Because Yu Think They Won't Understand Yu && Will Just Look At Yu Different .