I hate this feeling I have were not together anymore going on 3 months nc he's with his ex now when we were together he just wanted to be wasted every day it was a cycle of him being drunk and I just sit there watching waiting for things to happen sometimes it was ok most of the time I was highly anxious now I'm just in my thoughts constantly wondering what happened why didn't things work out they say they run to someone weaker when you stop going along but I just wanted him to stop being drunk