Shortly after that, I experienced betrayal and it destroyed me. Through that journey I made a decision that no matter my insecurities and the pain I felt I wanted to get through it without making any modifications to my body - I wanted to somehow….eventually….accept myself without comparing or feeling less than. after all of that…..I think the next step is accepting these new gray hairs 😆🤗 but if that’s all I have to deal with I think it will be ok 🤣