I don't want to pretend anymore that I'm happy. I'm tired of faking my smile in front of everybody. I am just so tired of pretending that I'm okay, even though I'm not. I'm so sick of the pain that I've been feeling. Sometimes, I just want run away from everyone and start over a life in a place where nobody knows me. I feel so hopeless, knowing that my pain never ends. It makes me sad seeing myself being miserable in my own room. I must admit, most of the time, sadness consumes my soul! ☺