In 2018, I almost died by suicide. It was a near lethal attempt and had I not been found within an hour or so of when I was, I wouldn’t be here today. I have cursed that hour for years. The pain I felt after the attempt (and before it) was unbearable. My mom and sister sat me down and told me if I needed to let go they understood. Today, I felt happiness. There is hope. It doesn’t feel like it but there is. And I will listen if you need me to.