I’m in the phase where I’m all alone, but it’s better this way. I’ll find someone if I need companionship. If my existence is not appreciated, I’ll walk away. If I’m sad, I cry, but its temporary. If I feel bored, I go to a place that can makes me kill the boredom. If I need help, I reach out. No need people’s validation. Be in the circle that accept me. If people talk bad behind me, let them be. Allah & His government never sleep & I believe there’s a reason kifarah was created.