So, I’ve decided to go out today catching up with a friend I haven’t seen for couple of months. Before I left home, my bubba was crying saying “mama don’t leave me”. I didn’t want to go out anymore, but my husband pushed me to go out and have some time with my friend. Right now, I’m sitting on the train, guilty, anxious and I just wanna go home for my son. But also, I wanna catch up in life 😭