This is the strangest thing I’ve ever complained about so if you are reading this please be gentle with me. I need advice or encouragement.…. I’ve become a little bla because I don’t know what to do with all my happiness and peace. Don’t leave hear me out: I’ve had major adversity in my life… -orphanhood at age 8 -leaving my country -adopted into an unloving home -homeless -became a child of the state -early unplanned pregnancy -relationship problems with partner