There is a wisdom behind something that is not meant to be ours or if we are not meant to be in a particular circle. God is protecting us from negativity and toxicity which we can do without, in turn affecting our mental health. Social-wise I mix with lots of people and in good terms with most, steering clear of whatever politics / quarrels they may have amongst themselves. But if I were to count the number of close friends I have, I can probably count with one or 2 hands.