being passive, but I fear I'll lose you. Being too active, but I fear I'll hurt you. I want to reach out, but I fear I'll make a mistake, I want to pull back, but I fear I'll miss the chance. I really want to see you, but I clearly know that we can only meet when you want to see me. I've tried my best to adjust myself, hoping you can feel at ease and continue to persist. I hope you can see...my loveer........