I’ve always had this fear of disappointment that probably stems from a traumatic Chinese language class that I was forced into as a child. I immediately buckled and quit when the “exams” rolled in. Later in my 20s I also kind of joined so many Japanese languages classes but the dread I keep feeling as soon as “exams” rolled in I just quit immediately … and this happened 3 times at 3 different language a schools 🙃