Salute to you mommy. I still remember an advice from a doctor: Don’t trust anyone, true trust lies with Allah. When you're in need, He's the one who will always answer. So, turn to Him. Follow your heart. You are the only person that can help yourself. For my POV, bila ada physical abuse, thats a red flag in a relationship. Semoga Allah beri jalan untuk sis. Semoga sentiasa dilindungi. Insya Allah. You already contributed so much to the community. Thank You for saving people’s life.