I wish you knew how hard it was for me not to text you, when I want to talk to you so badly. Do you know how hard it is to stay busy enough so I dont think of you? Do you even know how hard it is for me not to tell you "I love you" even though I do? I love you more than you dese I'm sorry for telling you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. Do you know how bad I wish you wanted me in your life the way I want you in mine?