I dont know my dear, seeing this saddens me deeply. I feel like ur relationship is 'take take take it all but you never give' . Ha macam tu la. Pukul is like the ultimate no go. You have to leave, it will be messy now, but get ur family members to help. Sedih sangat baca your cerita. I hope its not just this time that he doesnt touch the kids, you wouldnt want that to happen in the future too.