i think i lost my spark. i don’t talk as much, i keep to myself, and i’ve mastered the art of distance. it’s not that i’m mad or bitter. i just don’t have the energy to show up the way i used to. somewhere along the way, i slipped into this “i don’t care” phase, ghosted people without meaning to, and became comfortable in my own silence. maybe it’s healing, maybe it’s just exhaustion or maybe it’s depression. either way, i’m learning that sometimes pulling away is part of finding yourself again.