Focus on kesyukuran of the little improvement you made sis. Focus on doing this bcos your dad suka n you want to make him happy bcos it makes you happy too. Focus on you doing this for a better future in syaa Allah. Before you know it, 3 tahun akan berlalu dgn cepat. Focus on your strengths more than weaknesses. Focus on learning as ibadah for Allah. You got a lot to focus on sis. You can do it. Hugsss 🩷🩷🩷