First year of Phd, lepas Ibu passed away, I depress, semangat hidup hilang, hanya baring dan tidur. I tak hadir uni, I did nothing. Kalau I pergi uni, I baca yasin, I termenung dan menangis lepas tu I balik. Mcm tu lah rutin. I nk give up tapi I dpt full scholarship + stipend from the uni so I tak boleh withdraw. I teruskan slow-slow. I bersyukur I tak accept the offer oversea, Pharmacy at UCL, London. Kalau tak, I tak boleh spend time hari-hari terakhir Ibu 🥹. hikmah