I couldn't stand it, it was too much, so I ran away, I hurried down the stairs and opened up my eyes, I refused to lift my head from my arms so that no one could see my tears. It hurt, I always grew numb to the pain, used to have to keep it to myself I learned to detach myself from it all, but now, it was sharp, unbearable, like my heart was being ripped out, I couldn't bear it. Days passed and I couldn't get it off my head, i knew i had to make things right, make amends with my past.