that I didn't get a say in its ending--I was only notified by realizing I was blocked. The rejection shadow shit, the "yet again" someone was cool with disappearing from my world & equally ok with giving me no closure. I KNOW this shit happens to ppl all the time; I'm not unique in that. But I am a deeply feeling, sensitive person who has had more than her fair share of bullshit from every angle. I lost most of my 30s to debilitating health--no chance to have children, find my person 👇