Postpartum did me dirty. I had despression masked with the sense of always staying busy and chronically overworked. While I knew my intentions were good, I was short and didn’t let anyone hold my baby (had my daughter during Covid). While I promoted self love, I hated the new skin I was in and alienated myself from everyone and social media. As a result, I don’t regret it. I’ve spent the time learning to be a mom and loving my daughter in the process.