I used to play volleyball in a professional way since I was 7, started TKD when I was 14, then dancing (contemporary, jazz, hip-hop) since I was 13 and I stopped all those activities when I turned 17. My mom always called me "chubby" even when I was in a really good shape so I developed body dismorphia and I didn't even enjoy being athletic Now I'm about to turn 30 and I've been trying to be fit again but nothing seems to work for me anymore. Sorry, today I feel depressed because of this.