The harsh unbearable feeling, that no matter what I do or how hard I try to always evolve, “upgrade” be better, more mature, sensible, kind, helpful, caring, honest & modest etc-etc to anyone & it still won’t be enough & you’ll may never be enough to anyone in the end… The feeling makes me always stop & think, why do I even bother, why do I try, at all? Is there a reason for me to keep on & do things just the same, when all I get is critism or be ignored all together at best? #Deep Thoughts