i want to be (platonically) touching someone constantly i want to hug people every chance i get i want to hold someone’s hand when we walk i want someone to surprise me with a hug me i want someone to initiate i don’t want to be asked to be touched i appreciate the gesture but those few seconds of people asking my brain gets so upset because just those moments it takes to ask is time i could have physical contact and i need touch more than i need to breathe i’m so fucking needy