Mine is a hinderance which keeps me dancing on a razors edge trying not to fall and lose myself in the ocean of fear, paranoia, and anxiety below. At one time in my life I was in a period where I struggled with staying grounded in reality- I had several full blown delusional episodes enough to get diagnosed with what was seemingly schizophrenia. But like your determination to put together your fractured pieces, I was determined to put together my fractured reality.