I commented before on your previous thread. Dear Sweet Mom, I know it’s easy to come to the internet when grieving, hurting, angry or in despair. In this instance, perhaps step away. Seek counseling because it will take a lot to make it through this. I look at mom and she’s never been the same since my brother passed. Who would or who should expect her to! I hope you have family support and a prayer circle. I’m praying for you. May peace and light guide you. Sending hugs from many miles away!

Just remember it's oka to not be ok. Your heart is broken 💔 and only time can heal. I can only imagine how you feel 😥 Go speak with a therapist They can help you get through it. I'm sure it's still fresh in your heart but wouldn't he want you to move forward? Please don't forget your other family members who need you too. They too are grieving. God bless you 🙏🙏🙏